It's been awhile. You doing okay? I just wanted to check-in and remind you that these hard days aren't endless. I can tell you haven't been feeling your best lately, something is off. Almost like you've forgotten to live the days and you're just filling your calendar with work so that you're too tired to feel how lonely you are. Too tired to face the weight of the dark days. I'm not here to tell you to change. Or even to rest. I promise not to tell you to go to therapy. You've got to get through it in whatever way works today. And I know you will. You always do. I'm just here to help you remember to breathe. To give yourself some grace. I came to tell you that you are a good person, even when you don't feel like you've been your best. I know you'll never believe it until you feel it for yourself, but you deserve to be happy. To be loved. To be cherished. To be chosen. You deserve to be seen and to be told that you're beautiful. And believing it doesn't diminish your humility. Believing that you have value in this life will not scare people away. I think that believing it will bring the light back into your soul. You'll remember how good it feels to laugh until your insides hurt. You'll be able to see and to feel all of the brightness, all of the love that lives in and around you. And if you really let that light in, you'll be able to see that your beautiful life is waiting for you. That it has been here all along. I know it seems scary now. Because it feels like you've lost so much. Because it seems like every time you're climbing the mountain to the other side, you end up under an avalanche of heartbreak. Hear me when I say, you don't have to live there. In the shattered pieces of your broken heart. Get up. I know you're tired. I know it's hard to try again. To fight again. To rebuild again. You've just got to keep remembering all of the beautiful moments that happen along the way. Think of all of the people who have been there every time you've climbed that mountain. They will always help you up. I will always help you up. So just keep finding the things that make you smile, okay? Promise me you'll just keep finding love. Maybe together we can hold on to it and build the life of our dreams.
I fucking love you.
Stay hydrated,
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